It’s tempting to divide the world – and people – into the creative and the technical, into folk who like the arts and those who take pleasure from a quadratic equation; those who can make a charming flower arrangement and those who can’t. But the annoying thing – at least for someone who is clearly not in the quadratic-equation gang – is how interlinked these two realms often are.
Take architecture. While it is, at its best, about aesthetics, understanding materials and making handsome edifices, architecture is also underpinned by engineering, by a command of how light refracts, of electrics and even plumbing. It is not just about picking paints and plumping cushions. It’s the same with photography. Nice that you can frame – or ruthlessly crop – an image but a camera can do so many wonderful things when placed in the hands of someone who knows what all those buttons can achieve. I am not that person.
Some months ago, having banged on about wanting to own a real camera, the other half gave me an amazing gift, a Fujifilm X100VI. It’s a 35mm fixed-lens camera and it has a bit of a cult following. It looks handsome – a little retro for a state-of-the-art digital camera – and it’s good. What’s more, it’s simple to use. Well, maybe. I have a feeling that it’s simple to use for people who are tech-heads.
Years ago, I had a bashed-up Nikon that I took on every trip, shot only black and white, selected a few images to have printed and made pristine and lovingly annotated albums. I knew my way around its dials, mustered a grasp of apertures and shutter speeds. But then it was stolen and with it went my hobby and command of f-stops.
The new camera comes with an instruction book that’s about the same length as the one for our car and is written in a way that shuts down your brain in seconds. It’s not something that you could read with pleasure. My relationship with this handsome camera has been developing falteringly. We go on dates together, sometimes heading to the park with the dog in tow. We’ve been to restaurants, accompanied each other on work trips and visited an ever-expanding list of interesting architecture in Mallorca. We are getting used to one another. Mr Fuji is forgiving when I go too deep into the menus (I just need to press “display back” and then we can erase any upset that I have caused and start afresh). But this relationship is going to need attention to be truly successful.
I have already taken partnership counselling. Linard, a colleague in Zürich who always has his camera to hand, has been giving me sage advice (we’ve even gone past “Remember to take the lens cap off”). I have been back to the shop where an unflappable assistant managed to get my brain to absorb a modicum of technical detail. I have watched a lot of instructional Youtube videos by people who are hard to love. And now, I have signed up for a one-day camera course for those whose technical prowess needs attending to. Let’s see how they cope with having me in their class.
The problem is that technology has become so intuitive, so brilliant at easing out the need for any proficiency, that it surprises us when we have to make an effort to get to grips with a camera, a gadget. We have to find reward in the things that are not easy, that require you to work through missteps, have another go.
It’s unlikely that I will ever be booked as a wedding photographer but when I downloaded the pictures from last weekend, there were some that were passable and a richness of colour and light that I hadn’t seen at play before in my phone pictures. So who knows, perhaps this photographic relationship will develop into something meaningful. We are going to spend the summer together. I’ll let you know whether Mr Fuji and Mr Tuck can find their way.