She has made this journey five times now. Two days in the car, a night on the ferry, just so her owners can always have her company. This time the adventure has had a couple of wrinkles but I am so pleased that she is here with us. The first wrinkle was one of timing. In simple terms, we missed the ferry. Day one went to plan: London to the city of Bourges, roughly halfway down the flapping paper map of France. Day two did not go to plan. It was the first weekend of August and the entire French nation seemed to be heading south, roof racks laden with canoes, bikes strapped to the rears of SUVs.
The hated sat nav soon began breaking the bad news. Instead of arriving in Barcelona at 18.00 for our 21.30 ferry, we would now be there at 18.45. Then more and more blood-red clots began to populate the digital highway on our screen. The arrival time leapt to 19.15, then 20.20. By the time it passed 21.00, we knew that the game was up. From my co-pilot seat, I secured a berth on a ship just 24 hours later and then set about finding a hotel in Barcelona that took dogs. After lots of resistance, we secured a place in the inn.
But the journey south was suddenly a day longer and tougher for Macy, now 12 years old. Yet, entering that hotel room, she did her usual dance of happiness, rubbing her face along the edge of the bed, bouncing for joy. We all went out for cocktails.
Finally, in the cabin on the ferry from Barcelona to Alcúdia, Macy wedged herself under my arm and slept the whole way, an occasional groan of contentment, a request for a tummy to be stroked. This is why I want her with us. Over 12 wonderful years, she has nestled her nose into every corner of our lives and become a part of who we are. We are a team. The connection you have with a dog is incredible, from the mere pattern of her breath, or how she stands, we know what she’s thinking, how she’s feeling.
The first few days in Palma see her acclimatise: walks are early or late to keep her cool; we take her to every bar and restaurant, where she lays on cold stone floors, often on her back, legs aloft. Just another summer, just another trip.
But. On Tuesday we wondered whether she was standing a little funnily. On Wednesday, all was normal again. But there was that strange gait again on Thursday. The vets. In less than an hour, with no appointment, we had been seen, Macy had given blood and had an X-ray. The vet calls us in. Macy just wants to be picked up and held. In my arms her panicked breathing subsides. The vet clips the X-ray onto the lightbox. Here’s her generous beating heart, the perfect curve of her spine – but look there on the shoulder. He takes his pen and points to a series of tiny holes. He starts saying things that I cannot absorb but the words “cancer” and “months” are hard to dodge. So more blood. A bone sample.
As I write the last sentences of this week’s column, she is on my lap, very happy, legs strong again today (perhaps the painkillers). And, in a few minutes, we are driving to one of the few beaches where you can take dogs in the summer. She has a thing for sand and paddling. Let’s start this bucket list.
Who knows what will happen? Let’s hope that those months are long ones, that perhaps a miracle lands, that the vet has made a mistake. But I thank god that she is with us, not in kennels, not left behind. We travel as a pack.